| i wait patiently
marking the days
counting the hours
people will forget
they will learn to trust me
maybe in acting i will become
and if i don't then i will have one shot
all that is left is remnants of anger
shell of the dysfunctional relationships
i want to be but can i become really become
fly away like a kite in crisp autumn afternoon
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| i resurrected three of my blogspot websites
http://bleuemoon.blogspot.com
http://throughthelookinglass.blogspot.com
http://wintertulip.blogspot.com
i'll probably start blogging more there than here from now on. :)
i guess i like having many blog sites! newest addition:
http://bleuemoon.com
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| unbearable feelings of anger
sadness, mysterious good byes
no plans, just acting on impulse
slowly, methodically
then a text message
sent with love
a serious self-destructive act
then another visit for the 9th time
black out
absolute blank
as if i were dead
hazy pictures
slowly coming to consciousness
surrounded by friends
as if i were a show
then a few days later a realization
that those who love me have rallied together
to bring me back to life... |
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| i am waiting
for the end of my time
patiently
enduring suffering
i am letting things go
slowly but surely |
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| how could this be?
the darkness descends again
tears oh the tears
sighs deeper than the ocean |
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